Sometimes, in order for things to fall together, you have to let them fall. In order to build something strong, you have to first break for the pieces. In order to reach your goals, you have to learn how to get through the obstacles on the path. Pain is inevitable, but how we deal with it has a…
It’s just been one of those days. A “slap on a smile that not one bit real” day.
I hate that these days, standing up for what you believe in and trying to stand up for the best for other people is wrong. You can’t say what you think without it being “mean” or biased. At least I told you. At least I’m not lying to your face. At least when something happens I won’t feel bad for not voicing my opinion before hand. Whatever. Maybe you’ll appreciate it one day. Maybe
I feel like i’m being walked all over. I used to think I was different, but maybe that was me being ignorant. I hate thinking that. Damn this sucks. But thinking this way makes me feel like a traitor. I was supposed to be “the only one who knew all the truths, who he could always be honest with, and could talk to anything about”. But now i’m the one who is ignored when its not convenient. Please tell me I’m not just another one of those people. PLEASE.
With you- I don’t even know what to do. I hate this. I honestly do. I don’t want to be hated. By anyone- especially you. I understand it, because it helped me too, but i don’t like being on this side of it. I don’t want to be the one laughed at when later on down the road no one is there and you’re sitting in my face saying you should have listened. I hate it. I’m scared of what could have been. I never wanted it to be this way.
ASDFGHJKL;
“You’ll never walk alone”- But why is it that I feel so incredibly alone. Things are constantly changing and it scares me. What if I like what I have right now? I don’t want to lose it a month down the road. It’s funny how people who said they’d always be there are always the first to leave. I hope people don’t think of me like that. Thats the ONE thing if ANY that I want people to remember about me- I’m always willing to help them.
I want to make a difference. I want to be remembered. I want to be DIFFERENT
